UNTITLED POEM

she’s starting to lose the hope in her eyes. I only notice b/c now they look they same as mine. DESPAIR. she’s reaching out, I’m reaching out yet no one’s there. I want to care but I can’t remember the last time I felt. I want to be the one she looks for when all seems lost – but I can’t find myself. and I die a little bit. and I die a little bit. and I die a little bit – trying not to look so puzzled at why the pieces don’t seem to fit. the jagged insides. we’re way out of sight. everyone turns a blind eye to possible solutions, trying to be right – while going terribly wrong. i wish that i could be there, on repeat, like her favorite song. I wish that I could be there, on repeat, like her favorite song. I wish that I could be there, on repeat – until we’re gone.

because I love her.